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The Blackberries
The blackberries are growing through the fence again, not long since they were cut back. The blackberries...brambles some call them, are they not some of the most hardiest survivors?


The Bean Queen
This morning, when I was bewilderedly staring out of my body and out of my window, into the grey blue wild sky and down onto the little wall


Sudden Winter in the Beehive
It does not really brighten up this morning, the guards do not move, a cold nightly stream from the North, moist and silent


Sparrow Hawk
I was pruning the willows, 'coppicing' as they say in that case. I remember years when I was pruning vine stocks this time of the year and for long:


Rhizome
Built a beautiful scaffold for the runner-beans today decorated it, beads and feathers, always feels like a sacred act, escorting, guiding life into vertical direction


Potato-patch
Dug a potato-patch this blissful cherry-blossom morning, turning grassy ground for humble tubers, found a 20-cent coin deep in the soil, stamped in the year 1884


Midsummer day heart-beat
Midsummer day. Late July midsummer day and blistering heat, can you feel it on your skin...smell it? Close your eyes...can you smell it, feel it again?


Duck and Eagle
I am watching the duck for a minute every day, she is breeding in the duck house since two weeks and another two ahead. Six eggs, perfect pose, no motion: Zazen...just sitting. Once a day she comes out, stretches, takes a short bath, eats a few seeds, bugs, grubs, takes a shit and returns four weeks, then:
magic happens!...


Cherries
I enlivened a new place this year, new lands, a homestead in the fruitful lowlands after many years in mountainous terrain, many years oh life. News spread, so many news spread, overwhelmingly many more than ever. I do not listen to all of them, how fruitful would that be? If I should describe or recapitulate this year, this 'falling into place like a windblown seed'...


Along the edges of the fields
I walk along the edges of the fields, can you see me? Oh how I love the harlequin colors, the over-sweet scent, even: the unison, gently moved by air. I walk along the edges. I carry water and I carry extra seeds. For if there is a dry spot where thirst is weakening. For if there is a bare spot that longs to host life. An honorable job this is:...


A spade and a Rake
A spade and a rake and a bottle full of warm tea. The ducks are busy, looking for slug eggs, the spinach can be cut, the pea-pods are rounding, the turnips seem to germinate fine, and the pumpkins grow flower-buds. June morning, woodpecker and peppermint, a deep-breath view from a garden to a sky, and a large bird reflects in sunlight. Contrail some call it's vanishing tail...


A Lattice for the Kiwi-tree
We were pruning our fruit-trees lately, one of it is a Kiwi. Oh these Kiwis, how wildly they grow within a year. The Kiwi is a vine you know, it darts out numerous octopus shoots. In search of something to hold on to, whatever they reach they entangle, sometimes...strangle and if they find nothing they turn and wind around themselves, creating knots and clutter, they have to be pruned rigorously...and thrive of it...


When I lean out of my Window
When I lean out of my window - when I...lean out of...my window, wren and nuthatch whip their tails and strain their shapeless ears. Clouds move swiftly, bulk and gather. When I lean out of my window, when I lean...out...of my window - hairy poison-ivy winks with leaves. Perch and Catfish shine their lidless eyes and the wind touches foliage, moves hair in that slightly different kind of way: most determined...


To be hooked
A summers Saturday night by the Ria do Aveiro lagoon in Portugal, where the golden well of the full moon is watering the water with light and some youngsters nearby are eagerly trying to catch the fishes that I did not at daytime which are laughing and jumping the surface. In moonstruck vivid golden-scale joy...
I keep my feet and soul still
watching the sparkling stars in the tidal downstream to the ocean
and the blinking lights from some hamlet across
feeling the fishi


Some Mornings
Some mornings, when I feel life resting firmly on my shoulders like a broad pair of paws, dark and confident my heart moves like a freshly hatched golden-eagles chick, shaking its head, staggering, plumage drying in soft cold air. Opening its bold clotty eyes to this world again, peeking over the twig fortress of the lofty eyrie,high upon steep rock-walls towards a motionless horizon down a dwindling abyss. Raising its voice, again, for the first little cry calling for strong


Slowly dying with this World
There are times - tide-like and almost time-less, numinous, almost mysteriously symbiotic like now... now... can you sense, what `Now` means?
When I feel like I am slowly dying with this World. It feels like Body-Mind-Being resembles how you feel like, Earth: Feverish...bathed in cold and hot sweat uneasy...stirred up and tense around the heart-center, clogged up in the throat...


Petition
This is a petition. I have been called a sceptic before. Not easily being tricked by the harmless, the obvious. The many unsuspicious movements happening on the surface. So I cannot just join into the sweetly encouraging. Constantly floridly reminding Vintage-postcard lines that tell you to live your dreams...
And this is my petition text:
I ask all of you dearly


Permeated
Permeated, oh so deeply permeated. I am the dust and dirt under your nails, you are the salt in my sweat while I give birth. I am the...


Permeated -deeper-
Permeated, oh so deeply permeated. We are the warm smell of sweat and soil. We are the stench of waste and fire of burnt skin, shit and...


No Name required
This morning early, so silent and slow. So intimately, most gently, your face moved so close. So close to mine, I felt your very...
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